Most of my life, I try to forget the pain
Most of my life is a struggle not to be reminded
I don't want to be reminded
I don't want to think about it
I try to shut it out, shut it off
I'm not intending to become cold
but there's too much pain to handle
I can't help you—all of you
Would you drag me down to be with you?
I've been there; I know the reality of pain
I don't want to live there if I can escape
Even if it means just pretending everything's alright